IF YOU WANT SOMETHING DONE RIGHT
(AND IN A TIMELY MANNER)
THEN DO IT YOURSELF.
Words of Wisdom brought to you by Tevina's Musings.
(AND IN A TIMELY MANNER)
THEN DO IT YOURSELF.
Words of Wisdom brought to you by Tevina's Musings.
Monday, June 15, 2009
Wednesday, June 10, 2009
Like a fuckin' Battlefield!
Okay, so I retreated to LJ a while back and now I'm floating my way back to Blogger. I just stumbled across this new song by Jordin Sparks and it fuh-reakin rocks. It's called Battlefield and I can totally relate to the song. It's awwwwesome.
Taking a short break from studying for my last final (FINALLY!) which is stats tomorrow. Not too terribly worried about it. Just a little bit. Dragged myself through the week tanking on most of my finals, but that's okay! Curve - be generous to me.
Blizzcon plans are in movement. Purchased the tickets on June 8th - thank you Bryan G. of Blizzard, you will forever be in my heart. Boyfriend booked us an executive level suite in the Hilton for two nights and will book us two plane ticks for Thursday night. And because my boyfriend is oh so classy, he doesn't want to take a cab or anything to and from the airport, he has arranged a private town car and driver to help us mosey around - how sweet. Yes, I'm a spoiled little princess and damn proud of it! WADUP.
Aaannd today my boyfriend mentioned plans for my upcoming 21st birthday dinner. I think the part I am most excited about for that is he is going to invite some of his friends who will hopefully show up because I really do want to meet them. Aaannd some other plans that will be happening around my bithday. That's on his part. :)
I have also noticed that I've been quite shy at school and haven't really made a lot of new friends. I've met people, but have never taken the extra step in getting to know them or staying in touch. I think it's the prime time for me to be establishing connections so I'm stepping outside of my box. It's working quite nicely so far.
Oh, and back to the Blizzcon thing. So apparently it's confirmed that I will be rollin' in as Alexstraza with Jen and the rest of our dragon crew. It's going to be epic. win.
Aaaannnd I should get back to my studies. 8AM final. I will OWN IT SO HARD! That's all fer now, folks!
Taking a short break from studying for my last final (FINALLY!) which is stats tomorrow. Not too terribly worried about it. Just a little bit. Dragged myself through the week tanking on most of my finals, but that's okay! Curve - be generous to me.
Blizzcon plans are in movement. Purchased the tickets on June 8th - thank you Bryan G. of Blizzard, you will forever be in my heart. Boyfriend booked us an executive level suite in the Hilton for two nights and will book us two plane ticks for Thursday night. And because my boyfriend is oh so classy, he doesn't want to take a cab or anything to and from the airport, he has arranged a private town car and driver to help us mosey around - how sweet. Yes, I'm a spoiled little princess and damn proud of it! WADUP.
Aaannd today my boyfriend mentioned plans for my upcoming 21st birthday dinner. I think the part I am most excited about for that is he is going to invite some of his friends who will hopefully show up because I really do want to meet them. Aaannd some other plans that will be happening around my bithday. That's on his part. :)
I have also noticed that I've been quite shy at school and haven't really made a lot of new friends. I've met people, but have never taken the extra step in getting to know them or staying in touch. I think it's the prime time for me to be establishing connections so I'm stepping outside of my box. It's working quite nicely so far.
Oh, and back to the Blizzcon thing. So apparently it's confirmed that I will be rollin' in as Alexstraza with Jen and the rest of our dragon crew. It's going to be epic. win.
Aaaannnd I should get back to my studies. 8AM final. I will OWN IT SO HARD! That's all fer now, folks!
Monday, April 20, 2009
This One's For Us.
I don't know if I can yell any louder
How many time I've kicked you outta here?
Or said something insulting?
I can be so mean when I wanna be
I am capable of really anything
I can cut you into pieces
But my heart is broken
Please don't leave me
Please don't leave me
I always say how I don't need you
But it's always gonna come right back to this
Please, don't leave me
How did I become so obnoxious?
What is it with you that makes me act like this?
I've never been this nasty
Can't you tell that this is all just a contest?
The one that wins will be the one that hits the hardest
But baby I don't mean it
I mean it, I promise
I forgot to say out loud how beautiful you really are to me
I cannot be without, you're my perfect little punching bag
And I need you, I'm sorry
Baby please don't leave me
No, don't leave me
Please don't leave me no no no
You say I don't need you
But it's always gonna come right back
It's gonna come right back to this
Please, don't leave me
Please don't leave me, oh no no no.
I always say how I don't need you
But it's always gonna come right back to this...
How many time I've kicked you outta here?
Or said something insulting?
I can be so mean when I wanna be
I am capable of really anything
I can cut you into pieces
But my heart is broken
Please don't leave me
Please don't leave me
I always say how I don't need you
But it's always gonna come right back to this
Please, don't leave me
How did I become so obnoxious?
What is it with you that makes me act like this?
I've never been this nasty
Can't you tell that this is all just a contest?
The one that wins will be the one that hits the hardest
But baby I don't mean it
I mean it, I promise
I forgot to say out loud how beautiful you really are to me
I cannot be without, you're my perfect little punching bag
And I need you, I'm sorry
Baby please don't leave me
No, don't leave me
Please don't leave me no no no
You say I don't need you
But it's always gonna come right back
It's gonna come right back to this
Please, don't leave me
Please don't leave me, oh no no no.
I always say how I don't need you
But it's always gonna come right back to this...
Friday, April 17, 2009
Zombies
If you dream of being attacked by zombies, you feel like others are insensitive to your feelings and are not seeing the significance of a situation, or that nobody is tapping into your cries for help.
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So last night I had a pretty terrible dream. I dreamed that I was in a warehouse with some people. Not quite sure who they were, friends, acquaintances, strangers, I don't know. We were all in a group together and then zombies stampeded into the room and began to attack all of us. For some reason I had a hand gun with me and I started frantically shooting all the ones that were getting too close to us. We quickly discovered that in order to render the zombies harmless we had to shoot them with a bullet clean in the middle of their forehead. We fought the zombies for quite some time until I realized that I was the only one left standing...in a room full of zombies and lifeless corpses.
I eventually ran out of bullets and used the handle of the gun to try to fight off the zombies that were clawing at me. They began to thrash and gnaw at me and I thought to myself that if I just fought them off a little bit longer, then someone would come save me.
As soon as I was about to give up, I saw one of my friends come running into the room and I felt so relieved. That was, until the group of zombies all jumped on him and killed him right in front of me. Then the rest of the zombies turned their attention to me and began to maul me to death.
And that was it.
It wasn't a good dream. At all. :(
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So last night I had a pretty terrible dream. I dreamed that I was in a warehouse with some people. Not quite sure who they were, friends, acquaintances, strangers, I don't know. We were all in a group together and then zombies stampeded into the room and began to attack all of us. For some reason I had a hand gun with me and I started frantically shooting all the ones that were getting too close to us. We quickly discovered that in order to render the zombies harmless we had to shoot them with a bullet clean in the middle of their forehead. We fought the zombies for quite some time until I realized that I was the only one left standing...in a room full of zombies and lifeless corpses.
I eventually ran out of bullets and used the handle of the gun to try to fight off the zombies that were clawing at me. They began to thrash and gnaw at me and I thought to myself that if I just fought them off a little bit longer, then someone would come save me.
As soon as I was about to give up, I saw one of my friends come running into the room and I felt so relieved. That was, until the group of zombies all jumped on him and killed him right in front of me. Then the rest of the zombies turned their attention to me and began to maul me to death.
And that was it.
It wasn't a good dream. At all. :(
Monday, April 13, 2009
Sometimes...
Sometimes when life is going way too fast we get caught up in all the stupid shit. We forget what is most important to us and what we truly believe. Too busy paying attention to all the nonsense bullshit and in the end, we all end up hurting ourselves, hurting the people around us, and getting hurt in return. It's not exactly a win-win situation.
Sometimes we just need to go back to the beginning and try to remember, relive what it was that lead us to this point right here. It's those feelings, those thoughts and memories that help us to remember who we are, what we're doing and why we're doing all that we are doing.
Why do we put ourselves in a position where we could end up getting hurt? Is it all worth it, in the end? Do you trust your gut feeling, or your heart? Do you trust what others say? Or do you trust your mind? We're all learning and growing every single day and we make mistakes in the process. If we consciously decide to make those same mistakes time after time, does that make us a fool? Or..have we decided that it really wasn't a mistake after all?
What others say, what others think should be taken with a grain of salt. We are gracious for their thoughts, their input, but at the end of the day I believe that the most important thing is to trust what you know, what you think and what you feel. Some may say that we will never learn. But in the years to come, when I look back on this time in my life I won't see it as a mistake. It could hurt me, break me, tear me apart but never will I see it as a mistake. It's something new, something I've never experienced and once I have I will tell others that it was an experience I was glad to have. Whether this hurts me to the point where I can no longer handle it anymore, or if it turns out to be everything I ever hoped for and dreamed for, I will keep on going.
Make no promises, but here's to all those hopes and dreams; wishes of what we're hoping for. Let's hold onto the belief that if we try hard enough we will be at the place that we've always talked about and seen only in our hopeful imaginations.
Sometimes we just need to go back to the beginning and try to remember, relive what it was that lead us to this point right here. It's those feelings, those thoughts and memories that help us to remember who we are, what we're doing and why we're doing all that we are doing.
Why do we put ourselves in a position where we could end up getting hurt? Is it all worth it, in the end? Do you trust your gut feeling, or your heart? Do you trust what others say? Or do you trust your mind? We're all learning and growing every single day and we make mistakes in the process. If we consciously decide to make those same mistakes time after time, does that make us a fool? Or..have we decided that it really wasn't a mistake after all?
What others say, what others think should be taken with a grain of salt. We are gracious for their thoughts, their input, but at the end of the day I believe that the most important thing is to trust what you know, what you think and what you feel. Some may say that we will never learn. But in the years to come, when I look back on this time in my life I won't see it as a mistake. It could hurt me, break me, tear me apart but never will I see it as a mistake. It's something new, something I've never experienced and once I have I will tell others that it was an experience I was glad to have. Whether this hurts me to the point where I can no longer handle it anymore, or if it turns out to be everything I ever hoped for and dreamed for, I will keep on going.
Make no promises, but here's to all those hopes and dreams; wishes of what we're hoping for. Let's hold onto the belief that if we try hard enough we will be at the place that we've always talked about and seen only in our hopeful imaginations.
Sunday, April 12, 2009
Kittehs
Two days ago, my boyfriend brought home two of the cutest little darlings in the world. Kittehs! They are super adorable and only 8 weeks old. The gray one is a girl and the black and white one is the boy and they are siblings. We named the girl Kita, but the boy doesn't have a name yet.
Another GOOD is that the concert last night fuh-reakin ROCKED! PCD was awesome, Britney was awesome, it was phenomenal! Nicole looked beautiful as ever and she really gets the crowd engaged. Britney is amazing, dancing that long takes skill. And to think, she's got to do that performance again today in SJ. GOOOO PCD AND BRITNEY!
Another GOOD is that the concert last night fuh-reakin ROCKED! PCD was awesome, Britney was awesome, it was phenomenal! Nicole looked beautiful as ever and she really gets the crowd engaged. Britney is amazing, dancing that long takes skill. And to think, she's got to do that performance again today in SJ. GOOOO PCD AND BRITNEY!
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